Thursday, December 25, 2003

Seasons Greetings

Well its been absolutely ages since i last blogged..
Sorry for the delay..
August has finally been removed from service at the ripe old age of 4 years and 3 mths =P
Anyway I'm now on holiday in Newcastle..
Will be getting a new computer when I get home! yay =)

Til then..

Wishing you a Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

- 25 December 2003 11:50pm -

Saturday, November 15, 2003

Summer Child - Fourplay

Heh Heh Heh I took today off work =D

Listening to A Summer Child by Fourplay and sitting in the sun =)
Life is Bliss!~
(Eh I haven't seen much sun since.. well since.. I can't remember lol)

Wah lau it really is damn good to just be myself listening to good music in front of August..
Must do this more man..
Doing nothin rox :)

- 15 November 2003 10:30am -

Friday, November 14, 2003

WHAT WONDERFUL TIMING!

:) My boss will be away next week frm 18 November 2003 - 1 December 2003!!
How cool is that?

I just have to tolerate all the nonsense until 13 December 2003 when I fly off with my dad to UK! =)
By the time I come back it would be 1 January 2004 =)
Office is closed til 5 January 2004!

Haha after 3 days, the entire firm will go for a short trip from 9-11 January 2004!
=)

After that, two weeks more and I'm FREE!!~

- 14 November 2003 10:14pm -

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Am I a Let Down, or are You?

Well I fell dreadfully ill sometime in late October.. I almost lost my voice =P
Anyway I had a very tough time during the fortnight I was sick..
Cos my boss was sick too..
And the comments she made were even worse than any of those she's said already..
She kept picking on me and I just felt so miserable..

Somehow I shouldered on sick and demoralised until first week November..
One morning she hauled me into her room to lecture me about 'my attitude'..
As usual she raved on about how big a let-down I turned out to be..
And like usual I silently let her vent her anger..

Then she said "I've been tryin to understand you.. I don't wana understand you anymore.. I can't be bothered.. There's no point quarrelling about it all the time"

This was where I spoke up to say "I've never quarrelled with you, I don't see the point in quarrelling anyway."
Perhaps she realised it was true so she changed the subject.

She said "I hired you to help me, not make things worse for me!.............You go and think about it! I'm sick and tired! You go and decide if you're staying in this firm!"

I was shocked and really fuming..
After clearing the humongus mess/backlog/junk built up by Daud and Dahlia this was the thanks I got..

I left her room in tears that morning..
Later in the afternoon when I placed files on her desk,
She asked me sarcastically "So when are you leaving?"

Not wanting to say something stupid in anger,
I told her that I'll think about it and let her know by the end of the week..

Yesterday I submitted my Resignation Letter..
I pretended the whole episode did not happen and I wanted to leave because of my Studies..
I work til the end of January 2004..
It's a tremendous relief to be able to see light at the end of the tunnel..

- 9 November 2003 9:17pm -

Friday, November 07, 2003

Wahhhhh.

I'm finally back online...
Its been a longgggg time man..
Been about a month!

So long that even my MIRC nick got de-registered !@%$@!!%^@&!@

- 7 November 2003 11:09pm -

Monday, October 20, 2003

Get Well August..

I'm sad to report that my darling August..
Has a fried video card.. *sigh*

Don't think I'll be online for some time..
Unless I come here to visit R again..
Or I get my new com up (yes, I am about fed up with all the many problems that keep popping up)..
Whichever is earlier..

- 20 October 2003 7:33pm -

Friday, October 10, 2003

My boss..

Is mad..
Either that or it could be her ambition
To drive ME mad.

I no longer care about receiving my Confirmation..
I don't care about her talk about workin alternate Saturdays..
Neither do I care about the slight pay increment she keeps hinting at..

I just want her to stop accusing me or degrading me..
In fact not being Confirmed is becoming more attractive..
So I can just leave at any time and wouldn't have to give her a month's notice before I can leave..

It's already tough enough to go through the routine of everyday..
The routine alone already makes me feel lonesome, unhappy and restricted..
Getting shelled by her for no apparent reason
Just makes it harder for me to fight Depression..

- 10 October 2003 11:00pm -